once again im totally spaced out of my brains i have bout 15-30 mins before i loose the capacity to function and thinking will be a impossibility but its all totally legal and drs think its the best way to treat chronic pain patients i guess but the total irony is i wont be able to think ,ill walk into the door frames again maybe even fall down the stairs again and though i wont be able to string sentences together i will still feel the pain , unlucky for me they think knocking me out is the answer, im stupid enough to take them but at least i get a break for the time that they knock me out for.
in between im trying to read a couple of book of alternative stuff ones about enzymes the other altering how the nerves work in the brain and different thought patterns altering how they work.when i get through them i will probably put parts of them on here .
hi this hopefully is the start of helping others and somewhere for people to go that have come across, live with , care for someone or just want to learn about crps/rsd this is just my own experiance living with crps a small voice in a sea of many 1000s that have this and still a lot of those voices are unheard and are suffering every day
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