tough times

a few of you know i have recently had surgery again well 3 of them in the end im slowly recovering well the cuts are anyway.

i have a lot to say and i really need to  try get it together to satrt talking on here again, but one thing i am going to say a little on tonight its about private companys working within the nhs i have now first hand experiance of this and it so isnt good , after meeting a rep to a spinal cord stimulator company and  spending limited time while  they programmed the stimulator wich those of you who know i have been through three times and its still not working, the rep had very limited time   to this day still hasnt been bck to put things right after many many calls to him and the company but upon one  of our conversations he openly admitted he was working commision based to programme  the spinal cord stimulators and in my case up to now its 4 weeks post op took the money and ran , since has not een bck in touch with the hospital wich leaves me with a non working spinal cord stimulator with other complicaions its caused with over  double he amout  of pain  then before i had the thing fitted.

if this is the case of these praivate comapnys working with in the nhs wich personnaly i dont think they should be farming out proceedures and we all should be fighing hard to keep our nhs.
i made very good friends witha  nurse who was in her last year of training amazing person and how nurses should be kind caring and helped in what ever she could but this nurse after training for 4 yrs  has no job when its comes to the end of the year, she will have trained  for the total of 5 yrs for no job . i really felt for her she was the type of nurse everyone would  want and really should have.

everything in  our health care is so messed up u only got to look around at other blogs  like traction mans and another called a life in pain the next time im able to get on i will write  fully about  the latest experiances and why i ended up with 3 operations  i will also be  calling my local pct to tell them cause  at presant they had paid for a proceedure and aftercare for a fully fitted working scs  wich has only worked for 24 hrs after  both operations .
if it was a computer or another material item i could have gone bck to a store and either got a working one or a refund  so its going to be intresting what happens now means its inside my body.